Alternative Space
By Tan Kok Siang
Certified Life Between Lives® Hypnotherapist, Malaysia
Huan is a 58-year-old Chinese engineer and an orphan. Although he is Chinese, he grew up at an Indian orphanage, so he is multi-lingual. As a child, he was always alone, and thus whenever he was sad, he would climb up the roof alone, cry and then go to sleep. He has continued this self-soothing pattern into adulthood, and this has become his way of overcoming his sadness.
Huan knew that he was not born into a wealthy family, so he had to work hard to achieve things that he wanted. Due to his outstanding academic achievement, he obtained a scholarship to study in the UK to fulfil his engineering dream. He travelled a lot while studying, and gained the ability to change and adapt, skills vital in our daily lives.
He met many foreign friends and lived comfortably abroad. However, living in a foreign country was not as ideal as he planned. He ultimately had two failed marriages.
He met Jane ten years ago, a cute and charming Irish woman, who was five years younger than he. They were close, affectionate, and loved each other deeply. They decided to get married two years ago, but clearly luck was not on his side. Jane left him in the lurch after a mountain climbing accident. As a result, he was numbing himself with drugs and alcohol, avoiding the emotional pain that was buried deep in his heart and literally was living a zombie-like life.
Several months later, he suddenly received a few words of greeting from the Dean of the orphanage named Mott. Mott is an elderly man in his eighties. That gesture of care instantly made him feel homesick, yet he was terrified at that same time as that place haunted him from his past. Bitter childhood memories came back to him that he was struggling to forget. He left Wales, and after a 40-hour flight, he returned home to a small town in Malaysia and met Mott. With a firm handshake, like a child, Huan’s tears ran down unexpectedly. He shared his years of sufferings and misfortunes. The old Dean then held him in his arms and passed him my business card.
Huan contacted me and after that we met in Penang. When I saw Huan for the first time, he gave me a very familiar feeling. He looked like a person that I had treated before. Was there a relationship between the two of us? This mystery question kept resurfacing in my mind, but I didn't ask much. I just let it flow freely, letting him tell me his problem when he’s comfortable and then we'll see how to help him solve it.
He told me that he wanted to know why there were so many obstacles in his life. From the day he came into this world, he had silently endured all the pains in the world. What was the reason for that? He wanted to live simply and yet it turned out the other way round.
I told him that I could help him release his emotions first and then take a look. He immediately agreed, and his maiden voyage in hypnosis began, a journey of more than four hours of relaxation and release.
He unlocked many hidden things, and also the emotions buried deep in his heart. When he woke up, he held my hand tightly and told me that the confusion, emotions, and anxiety of so many years were released. He immediately felt comfortable, and free.
After more than three weeks, Huan called me again and told me that he realised some changes in him. He felt more energised and looking better than ever. He started to volunteer in the orphanage and is very much involved in charity now.
Feeling excited of his renewed life, he wanted to learn more about his past now. He is ready for it. He wanted to know more and it’s time to untie his past.
When he sat in my red chair again, he really emptied himself, and then placed himself in a profound hypnotic realm. Following my guidance through time and space, he entered his younger age, and then returned to the womb, saw his mother's appearance and saw his grandmother handing him to Mott, and suddenly he shed tears.
He saw the circumstances surrounding his birth. During the delivery, his mother struggled with great difficulty, bleeding excessively, and dying. It was his grandmother who gave him up to Mott, hoping at least he would have a place to stay and grow up in a safe environment. Huan vividly remembered the times when he was a child, his grandmother used to come to visit him, but she did not tell him that she was his grandmother. When he was ten years old, his grandmother stopped seeing him, and after a while, he learned that his grandmother had passed away after suffering from an illness.
Through hypnosis, these memories resurfaced, allowing him to understand some of his past again. After he woke up, he cried bitterly. He had often complained that he had no parents or family, yet it turned out that his grandmother was always by his side.
A year later, I received another call from him. He told me that Mott had passed on, and he had written a letter to Huan before he left. Mott had invited me to the orphanage to help with some problematic orphans, and as a result, we became good friends. Hearing of his passing, inevitably I was feeling sad. I drove to Mott's funeral, and when I arrived, Huan was already waiting for me outside.
Huan shared many stories about Mott with me. He also asked me if there was life after death and where will we be after death? He wanted to know the whereabouts of people like his mother, his grandmother, and Mott. I shared stories of LBL journeys with him.
The following day, after we finished our breakfast, we started his LBL session. After more than five hours of hypnotic journeying, he finally crossed into the light and returned to the previous life before this life at the moment of death.
Huan (H): “I'm lying on a hospital bed, and terminal cancer is about to take my life away. Both children are by my side… I feel very distressed. If I leave, no one will take care of them as I am their only guardian. What will their future hold?”
Immediately, I comforted him. “Take a deep breath… Take a deep breath… Take yourself back to a calm and stable state…”
He took a deep breath, then slowly calmed down.
H: “I'm already out! My children are crying. I am reluctant to leave them. What should I do…?”
Kok Siang, LBL facilitator (KS): “You have already left, try to let go of your hesitation. Go where you should go…”
He struggled for about forty minutes and finally said, “Thank you. I have been released. I think they felt my care and love for them, and I feel relieved now…”
KS: “Where are you now?”
H: “Go home! I’m going home…”I’m at a place where the sky and the earth are connected. There is a ray of light… Home is behind the light, I am going
through it…”
KS: “Very good, very good. When you come back, tell me what home is like, what is in it, and are there any other people?”
After a while, his hands covered his mouth, and his tears streamed down.
KS: “What happened? Are you okay? Tell me, where are you?”
H: “I'm back home, in the world of light… There are a lot of light spaces here, different messages and learning. Jane is here. Mother, mother-in-law, father, and Mott. … They appeared in front of me.”
KS: “Why did they appear? Can you ask them to find out?”
Half an hour later, he said: “Actually, my father fell ill and left in the second month after my mother was pregnant with me. They appeared here because of my determination to see them again. When they gathered together again, I finally understood the reason for it. I must learn to cherish. Cherish everything that I have. Cherish the moment. Here, my own confusion gets cleared up and the energy that was blocked in the past was released. After they met me, they returned to their learning space. It’s up there.”
After seeing the people that he wanted to meet, he calmed down a lot, and a slight smile was seen on his face.
KS: “So, where else do you want to go?”
H: “My grandmother is going to take me to meet Mi Bu. Mi Bu will take me to some places to learn.”
KS:”Who is “Mi Bu”?”
H: “Mi Bu is my mentor. He is purple light. My grandmother said that I needed some information to help me in my learning. I must learn it now as it will be helpful for my future endeavours.”
KS: “Very well, then do you and your grandmother have a name?”
H: “Yes, my grandmother is called ‘Ge Tan’ and my name is ‘Qing.’ I have to go there first. I will talk to you later…”
KS: “Okay, when you are ready, move your finger and let me know…”
His hands were moving, and his mouth was muttering words. After a while, he moved his fingers.
KS: “Have you seen Mi Bu? What has he explained to you? Can you tell me about it?”
H: “After Ge Tan took me there, she left. Mi Bu gave me three balls of lights, which contained my message. He asked me to pay attention to its details”
KS: “What kind of three balls of light? What message was that?”
H: “The first ball of light was a fiery red ball of light. When it entered my heart, a mass of heat surged over my head, as if asking me to cherish everything that I have now and to help others. The second ball of light is a bluish-grey colour. It entered my stomach and became a large aperture. It kept expanding. It gave me the message of improving myself, to love more and be patient with everyone around me. I should be more considerate of others, and not always complaining or have resentment. The third ball of light is a transparent ball of light that comes with several different messages. I have to make my own choice and decide for my future. I must bravely accept everything that will happen in the future.”
He took a deep breath. . .
KS: “Is there anything Mi Bu wants to explain to you? Or do you have somewhere else to go?”
H: “Nothing… Most of the people have taken the wrong roads because they don't know or understand. If they were to know, they wouldn't be afraid. Everything that happened is just a learning curve.”
I guided and brought him back within forty minutes. He said that the LBL session was a very mysterious journey. He was intrigued by its mysteriousness. He was able to see the world after death, allowing him to learn many things in different spaces. He can see clearly his choices now and what should be done in this life. ♥
Tan Kok Siang is an LBL Facilitator in Penang, Malaysia