Changing the Contract of Illness
By Ilse Ambrose
Certified Life Between Lives® Hypnotherapist, Canada
My client was a woman in her mid thirties. She was in a second marriage and had a young 7-year-old daughter from her first marriage. Her cancer had returned after a 3-year remission. Her biggest fear was that this time around it would overcome her, and her seven-year-old daughter would have to continue life without her.
Candice ran her own business creating marketing strategies for big companies. She was very active in her life and loved helping people. Cancer was a big red-letter word for her, and she felt she did not deserve this in her life. When cancer first presented itself, she spent months in chemotherapy with excessive pain and emotional suffering.
We planned two sessions: one past life regression followed by a Life Between Lives session. Her main objective was to question why the cancer had returned, as well as to understand what the purpose was for the cancer in the first place. “What lesson is there that I need to learn?”
Candice regressed well. Her in-utero session was interesting as she remembered the time spent in the womb very well and shared her experiences with ease. She could hear her mother’s heartbeat and other sounds of voices just outside the womb. Candice felt her mother’s emotions clearly and would, as she stated, “send out herself.” I asked her what she meant by this, and her reply was, “I radiate my energy out.”
Candice joined the fetus at 3 month and spent her time in and out. When asked why she had joined at such an early time, her reply was, “this is earlier than the last time when I joined at 8 months, but this mom is very anxious, and she needed me earlier.” The baby was a good match for her Soul according to Candice.
The past life she experienced during our regression was living with her wheelchair-bound brother and her mom who was a single mom. She expressed her mom did not show emotions. Tabby (her name in her past life) died at 57 years. Her life was tough, always an uphill battle, and she felt that although she was continually misunderstood, she had stayed the fight. Candice stated “I stayed true to myself, I fought to be heard, it was not the right time for the teaching of others.” Her day of passing was January 28, 1934. The only person she felt the need to comfort in spirit was her brother. She describes touching his mind. When asked how, she explained: “My brother is sleeping, I connect to him in his dream, I show him rain and storm clouds, and then let him feel the release of pain.
Candice starts to float away, being drawn by a gentle pull as white and golden light seem to get brighter around her. She describes her environment as a very big bright “space”. Moving continually upward she sees stars in the distance; the stars which are bright lights move towards her, and she now is very still, waiting for them to approach.
The stars are triangular shaped golden lights. Energetically they release her pain and tell her telepathically to let the pain go. She feels comfortable with these energies as she recognizes them, and says they are familiar to her. Candice describes the healing as “sunshine”. “It is as if everything is radiating and reflecting this energy.”
I ask her if she knows her name. She describes it as being a sound, “Parametron”, very similar to a sound of wind going through a flute.
When the healing is complete, she is on fast-forward and jumps past the stars to a place she refers as “Airomora”, describing it as similar to Japanese gardens, where energy flows freely and there are beautiful sounds.
Her guide comes forward; the first words he shares with her are: “The road we are on is paved. You can pave your own road, but you have a resistance to change. If you want change, you have to be it!”
It is time to go to the Council. My client is nervous and does not want to go by herself. Once she arrives with her guide to the Council, there are chairs, and her chair is across from 7 other chairs, where beautiful beings are seated. The chairs then start to move around until they are all in a circle. I ask her the meaning of this.
“It is deliberate to teach me no one is in a higher authority: we are all connected.”
I ask her to tell me more about the 7 beings.
“There is one with a ring on… a butterfly with two half circles. I feel connected, the name is Phrelighnt (pronounced Freelie-ent).”
The Council of Being is very sharing with my client, and much wisdom is gained with regard to her questions. The Council shares with her, “The resentment you feel from others is really coming from yourself in forms of guilt. Learning is not about being right or wrong on a daily basis, but by being real with yourself. Radiate the light from within. Be kinder to yourself. We are not meant to repeat the same patterns of pain. Live in the moment and trust that what lies in front will continue to work out. You have the knowledge within, you know this. You do not require suffering to be recognized or to find Love. Give and receive; show an appreciation to restore a passion for life versus just surviving. Fear is holding you back in expressing your true self. You are beautiful. You don’t need to change a thing.”
The question to the Council was then poised if the life as Candice had permission to change her contract, to remove cancer from the life learning. Permission was granted by the Council.
When this same question was poised to Parameteron, the answer was this: “No I do not seek to change my contract. I now understand, and this understanding will be brought through to Candice.”
My client was in a state of pure wonderment and joy after the session. When she went for her checkup weeks later, There were no further signs of her cancer.
I asked her months later what she had taken with her as guidance and wisdom.
In her own words: “My purpose is to live joy without judgement, to be my own authentic self, without expectations from others to accept or love me, for I am the one who needs to love me.”
Candice reconnected with me two years after her Life Between Lives Session. She is still free of cancer, while her friend who was diagnosed at the same time, died a year after she was diagnosed with the same level of cancer. ♥
Ilse Ambrose is an LBL Facilitator in Lethbridge, Alberta, Canada, New Zealand, and online worldwide